The report I failed to report...

Reflection is great for the heart, mind and spirit...so I am often in my reflection state of mind and today reflection bought me to my blog reading over what has been written and the comments as well. And I realized that I failed to report an update on one of my struggles that I am dealing with...weight loss.

I lost 15pounds in the last 2 months! With that weight loss all of my test scores have been much better, my Dr. reported (to me) that some of my scores are the best she has ever seen them. Now if you read over my last few posts, I was really struggling with how to loose weight, what to eat and how much to eat...

So here is the lesson in that, keep hope alive and never give up! Reading what I wrote yall sounded like I was ready to throw in the towel, but I didn't! So keep working hard and doing better and results cometh!

Thyroids, Schedules and Menus...oh MY!

So here is the latest...
Thyroids are in a good range but we would like to give it an extra boost, soooo, enter more medication...
The hope is that the meds will jump kick my metabolism, regulate my menstrual and help me loose weight. This also causes me to have a STRICT medication schedule so that everything is absorbed properly...

Here is what it has done...
Made me extremely HUNGRY!!! I know this means my metabolism is kicking up, but boy am I hungry! I am also thirst and again, I feel cleaner but boy am I thirsty!
Now on to menus...
I am trying to get better menus, but I have NO IDEA WHAT I AM DOING!!! I am trying to eat more frequently while eating smaller portions...ugh (I probably sound like I don’t know what I am doing...)

Any suggestions would be great!
Peace and Baby dust to all who are looking for it!

Loosing Weight has defeated me

Trying to loose weight is hard enough but loosing because you want to get pregnant sounds...stupid and I can’t seem to wrap my head around it. I know the health of my baby, me and the enjoyment of the pregnancy all depends on health conditions that I am trying not to have so I need to lose weight.
But motivation escapes me!

Am i missing something?

Pregnancy seems to be in the air but I must not be breathing it...
Every where I turn there seems to be baby buzz all around. Either info about someone being preggo, someone talking about post preggo or even the worst part of preggo...losing the baby (which I don't wish on anyone). But it just seems like a lot of people getting pregnant without schedules and calendars except...me!

So I am questioning...am I missing something?

Nothing to report...

Not much has happened, I went to a OBGYN and she suggested that I think about my weight before getting pregnant. She would like for me to drop 30pounds...easier said than done! But cycles are still cycling and things still seem to be going well!
:-/

pregnancy jealousy? is there such a thing??

Just a thought because i may or may not have it...

Why don't people understand???

A Rant will occur in 3..2..1..

Is it just me? Or when people know you are ttc the tend to ask you "Well are you pregnant yet?" "I heard you weren't feeling well, are you having morning sickness?" When you gonna stop wasting time?

DAMN IT!

It doesn't help to speed things up or make things go according to plans just because you continue to ask question!!! ~sorry for that rant~

Now back to our regularly scheduled programming...
I tested 2 days ago and got a BFN...I was heart broken and then 2 days latter AF showed up...this is good because this is the second scheduled AF that has come to visit!
However, I didn't do any of the things that I want to try, so I tried natural, next is to try PreSeed and the Pineapple core all while tracking my cycle...

Again, I do appologize for the rant, but have you ever felt like just telling people that they are not helping but they are actually stressing you out more? I think it should be ok do you?